Kuma-chan's Jungle

I'M BACK!

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 00:40:05 GMT

Wow, I was away a long time...two weeks...

You all update your journals while I was away. D<

I HAVE SO MUCH READING TO GET THROUGH!

Anyways, I'm mostly back to normal. For the first week, I was drugged up and fell asleep every couple of hours. Or at least, felt sleepy.

Pity stares were recieved a lot then. I don't like those. They stare at me and I wonder if it is better to be asleep when people visit me, becuase if not, they look like they are expecting me to act very sickly. That is not a good feeling.

Week two was me recovering ok. I managed to stay awake for long stretches. I ate normal food. I was still drugged up, though.

And now? I can stay awake, no more drugs, and am perfectly fine.

Except for the fact that if I excerise for five minutes, I get a giant headache. Hopefully, that will fade. Sadly, though, I still have to visit the doctor. I thought I was done with missing school for hospital/doctor visits, but no...I still have some. D<

Anyways, I wrote a lot during then. :D

Oh, and Fishy, Panda-chan,

I'M SORRY FOR NOT GIVING YOU YOUR GIFT!FICS ON TIME. AS A BONUS, I WROTE ONE EXTRA EACH!

HAPPY BELATE BIRTHDAY!
Fishy's SasuSaku: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4482964/1/

Fishy's Yuuki/Zero:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4483022/1/

Extra:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4483012/1/

Panda-chan's SasuSaku:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4482976/1/

Panda-chan's NaruHina:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4482993/1/

Extra:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4482973/1/

Sorry for the wait!

Now, off to read my flist...

I'm ALIVE!

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 03:04:53 GMT

Uh...*yawns* I'm sleepy...

Thought I should do a quick post while I'm still awake...
....
My operation went fine! Uh...I can still see...my brain seems like it's functioning...and my nose won't stop bleeding...
...and I'm falling asleep every few minutes....
....
So, I might be recovering properly. My head is very numb from the icepack and I worry if this will give me a fever, but I think I'm fine.

(It was a interesting operation. They drugged me and two minutes after that I woke up. At least...it felt like that.
...
I mean, I got injected and talked...and next thing I knew I was awake...and then after that I was asleep...and...
...yeah...I am still pretty drugged up. Is this how it feels like to be drunk?)

The doctor who gave me the a...ana...the sleepy drug had the highest voice on the planet...and I got a lot of freezies and jello after I managed to stay awake for ten consecutive minutes....(which is harder than it looks)
....
My nose feels very numb again....
....
I GOT A TEDDY BEAR FROM THE HOSPITAL! Because I was in the pedatir....spelling no longer makes sense. I was in the children's section, so I got it...
...And my nose won't stop...hmm....

I have...24hours before the drug wears off and hopefully will be able to give proper reports and stuff by TomooroW? Sunday? Monday?
...yeah....
...
Anyways, I'm dead on my feet and shall be sleeping. It took me a while to write this...properly...I think. Is this properly?
...
My bear is Doctor...something. I'm going to name him...

Oh, and I saw several episodes of Digimon and Pokemon in the hospital...Well, some of them. I fell asleep during most...TT__TT
The nurses were amused by my ninja!moves of sneaking around...and how did they fit those huge cotton swabs in my nose? THAT WAS WIERD!
....
*yawns* g'night....people...

Birthday's and Medicine...

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 02:10:28 GMT

So, tomorrow I have my operation. YAY! FINALLY!
We'll be getting rid of that annoying thing in my head, clearing up my pipes, making me feel better....

I hate that icky medicine I had to take eveyday for the last week. It tastes terrible and makes me hate breakfast because everytime I take it, I feel like heaving my food.

(Luckily, I don't. Otherwise more medicine would be needed. D<)

And what's worst about this ordeal? I HAVE NO FOOD TOMORROW. D: *GROWLS* NOT EVEN WATER.

TT__TT

~~I'm curious though about how it'll feel like to be put to sleep, for that is what will happen during the whole thing...but no food? THIS IS NOT WORTH IT.~~

Anyways, as I shall be busy later ~~being unconcious and all that~~, I might as well post this now:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, REMY!

HOPE IT'S GREAT!

Here's the links to your gifts:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4438763/1/
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4438693/1/

The bubble...

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:13:30 GMT

I think I live in a bubble. A small, safe bubble, where the outside world doesn't fully exist. Small rumours pop in every now and then, but they don't fully break the bubble and get to me.

I was just watching a documentary, and found it hard to believe that there is that much racism in the world. Perhaps it is because I've never really encountered it before myself. Sure, there were rumours at my school on all sorts of things, there were the odd--not really many of these--bully, even those who made hurtful comments (I myself was on the recieving end of that). However, I never really saw any...racism. Not much, at least, and maybe it is because of that, because in my little bubble it doesn't appear, I find it heard to believe that it happens as much as they reported in that documentary.

(I admit that it was a bit one-sided (for something that came from a news channel) and nearly everything somehow lead to "I have to be stronger than the Whites, I have to be smarter than the Whites, etc." which to me made no sense, because wouldn't you have to be like that to all of your rivals--be they yellow, brown, green, etc?)

And maybe I'm being a bit unfair in this, but I've noticed that whenever there are 'race' issues, it usually ends up being black and white things. Sometimes Jews are included, Arabs too because of the war in the middle east, but mostly, it is an debate of 'white vs. black'. I kinda wish I could see how racism affects other cultures than just those two, because the other cultures are usually ignored in this. Sure, there are a few things made on the other cultures/races, but not much.

I wonder how I can pop my little bubble, because I feel that I'm a bit narrow-minded. 'Racism' and other things like that--they are just whispers from far off lands that don't affect me much. And while that is good in a sense, if they are just words to me, how can I ever understand the world around me?

....this is such a depressing post...I'm sorry.

But, in order to cheer that up, on a totally unrelated topic that will ruin the mood, I GOT A NEW LAYOUT! YAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BREAD!

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 01:56:47 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

BREAD!

Here's your gift!fics:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4418389/1/

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4418353/1/

I'd add more, but I'm kinda not supposed to be on here today. I just managed to sneak away right now. I barely uploaded in time and my dad is marching to the room...*flees*

I'm a threatened being....

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 18:55:30 GMT

Stalkers are twats. A cautionary tale from smakn.

japanesebread is stalking smakn
japanesebread's REAL name :	Fidel Hawker
japanesebread's REAL DOB :	09th March 1983
Height :195 cm	Weight : 98.9 kg
japanesebread has dreamt about you :	24 times
japanesebread became interested in you :	05th April 2005
japanesebread's latest dream about you
Both you and japanesebread are working in an animal sanctuary together. japanesebread suggests that you retire to the empty ape sanctuary for a while for a bit of role-play.
This is how japanesebread describes your relationship behind your back
'Whenever I pass smakn's in the street, part of me wants to shout 'Just Fuck me now baby!''
japanesebread's been stealing stuff from your house too.
japanesebread has a number of smakn's old school books littered around their bedroom.
They've even started modifying their body for you
japanesebread had their tongue pierced just to win your approval.
They sent the following message to you in a Valentines
I think I love you. Actually I know I love you. The ouijaboard said it was true. It told me to tell you that if you do not reciprocate my love you'll get an arrow in the head.

The Police
No. calls to the police :	26 times
Your Last Call to The Police
"Police. Send someone around immediately, some bastardin peeping tom is staring in at me with binoculars. They are approaching my door. Hurry!"
japanesebread's Police File
We are sincerely worried about japanesebread's future. We believe that it has the potential to kill at least 10 people.

Testimonies about japanesebread

sirarie - Loves staring at dead bodies

'Fucks sake! japanesebread's been stitched up, that smakn has always been a right scheming fucker. It's a disgrace.'

carbonic_kitten - Dull O Dull

'I always knew there was something different about japanesebread. I'm alway suspicious of people who become aroused upon watching barnyard animals give birth.'

obliviously62 - The Devil In Disguise

'How depressing. I feel sorry for smakn, it's kind as fuck to a fault. Always willing to give people the benefit of the doubt. All of this sickens me.''

Stalkers are twats. A cautionary tale from smakn.

blurred_fringes is stalking smakn
blurred_fringes's REAL name :	Laurie Lamph
blurred_fringes's REAL DOB :	03rd November 1980
Height :155 cm	Weight : 40.8 kg
blurred_fringes has dreamt about you :	3 times
blurred_fringes became interested in you :	26th December 2005
blurred_fringes's latest dream about you
blurred_fringes and smakn are the first astronauts to colonize Mars. Instead of concentrating on colonial issues, the two young lovebirds instead spend their hours making passionate love on top of Olympus Mons.
This is how blurred_fringes describes your relationship behind your back
'We're star-crossed lovers! We could not possibly be in love anymore than we already are.'
blurred_fringes's been stealing stuff from your house too.
blurred_fringes has a habit of searching smakn's home for sex toys and 'borrowing' any that they find.
They've even started modifying their body for you
In a vain attempt to impress you blurred_fringes walked into a piercing studio and got everything pierced including their nose, chin, genitals and lip.
They sent the following message to you in a Valentines
Be mine forever and I'll promise to never fart whilst you are eating your dinner.

The Police
No. calls to the police :	25 times
Your Last Call to The Police
"Dear Jesus no! Send around a squad car quick, I've just killed someone. Their name is blurred_fringes. Stop bloody laughing! That's their real name! blurred_fringes threatened to kill me on multiple occasions and they came around tonight to finish off the job so I used my lava lamp in self defense and now the bastards on the ground without a pulse."
blurred_fringes's Police File
blurred_fringes is a deeply troubled young woman.

Testimonies about blurred_fringes

mikochan_noda - Loves staring at dead bodies

'Neurotic, depressing and royally fucked up are only three of the possible phrases I could use to describe both blurred_fringes and smakn. Chances are smakn's just made all of this shit up again.'

disorientedly - Slap-happy

'I always thought blurred_fringes was a good kid. A bit shy but with a kind heart. How wrong was I?'

mintineko - Mixes vodka with Whiskey

'I'm completely fucking gutted to hear about all of this. I always liked blurred_fringes. Are you sure you're accusing the right person?'

heart_away - O'Vomit-a-lot

'How depressing. I feel sorry for smakn, it's kind as fuck to a fault. Always willing to give people the benefit of the doubt. All of this sickens me.''

Kuma's KINGDOM!-of-Failure, part one

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 13:26:33 GMT

BREAD might be on to something--I could very possibly be a loser. ~~Not I will ever agree.~~

Random conversations that prove my EPIC!failure-ness:

Witch: Mario and Hamster have been spending a lot of time together...
Kuma: Really? What good friends they are!
Witch: In fact, they even spend nights together...and know so much about each other...
Kuma: WOW! SLEEP OVERS! I'm jealous. I've only been on one my entire life....
Witch: Really? That's--wait, I was telling you something. Anyways, they are special friends.
Kuma: ...Best?
Witch: ....I'll try again. They are friends with benefits.
Kuma: ....Benefits? As in, they give each other things?
Witch: ...kinda...
Kuma: *looks at cookie* I'm eating a cookie you gave me. Does that make us 'friends with benefits'?
Witch:.....U.U
Kuma: It MUST! I give you things and you give me things so--
Witch: Kuma, stop.
Kuma: Hey! Mario and Hamster give us things too! That makes us all friends with benefits!
Witch: ...Never mind.
Kuma: ...What?
Witch: It's ok. Seriously. Don't try to understand.
Later:
Witch -to her cellphone-: Plan #1 failed....
Kuma: What plan?
Witch: O.O
Kuma: ?
Witch: HOW DID YOU GET HERE SO FAST? -sees kuma about to answer- Never mind.

(The plan shall be explained slowly...very slowly...)

Kuma and Axel are attempting to find points to use in the destruction of the-book-that-must-be-destroyed AKA Twilight and its sequels discussing Twilight.
Axel: I need to read that book later. Then I can comment on how the VAMPIRE-OF-EVILNESS-AND-ARROGANCE (Edward) is bad in front of Sasuke!Fangirl.
Kuma: That'd help. He's kinda like Lestat from Interview with a Vampire. At least, he acts like that too me.
(Note: I was in the first few chapters then. I only wanted to hit his head with a shovel back then. Now I want to run him over with a truck several times, as he won't die anyways...)
Axel: Oh? Then I'll definitely hate him.
Kuma: ...I think Sasuke!fangirl likes him because he reminds her of Sasuke. Or at least, of the marriage she is planning on him. She has pictures too....
Axel: ....
Kuma:....she had Planner!girl draw them. And you remember that LOOKS-LIKE-SASUKE-EXCEPT-HE'S-REAL!Sasuke-cosplayer that she saw? Well, she's already photoshopped the picture of him, her, and the door. So now he's on one side, she's on the other, and there is the door. She even put the floor there.
Axel: ....I'm supposed to be driving her to London, Ontario later so we can find his home and stalk him...
Kuma: ...
Axel: She has his phone number some how....
Kuma: She'd make a great spy....
Axel: Anyways, about Twilight...My friend told me Jacob is a cow.
Kuma: -replies immediately- No, he's a werewolf.
Axel: U.U
Kuma: ^-^
Axel: I didn't mean that literally....
Kuma: ....oh....

At my first sleepover EVAH!
Kuma: Hmm...the room is empty. I CAN CLAIM A GOOD SPOT TO SLEEP IN!
Kuma very carefully and sneakily creeps into the sleeping room and crosses the treacherous!bed and the sofa-of-doom!
Game!girl: ....Kuma, what are you doing?
Sasuke!fangirl walks in too.
Sasuke!fangirl: What are you doing, Kuma?
Kuma: ....I was trying to get to a good spot....
Game!girl: ....And how are you doing that the way you are now?
Kuma: ....SOMEHOW.
Sasuke!fangirl: ...Seriously, though, how did you end up tangled in the blankets with your legs on the sofa and your arms on the bed and your head tangled up in the pillows?
Kuma: ....I fell?
Game!girl: ....

Later

Kuma: I'll go get a snack! -attempts to get up, but keeps tripping. After seventh try, does it.-
Game!girl: Don't get lost!
Kuma: AS IF! There's only one hallway!
Kuma walks to door and opens it.
Kuma: ...isn't this the kitchen? -walks in- hmmm....doesn't look like it....-turns to open door-...
Kuma tries door again.
Kuma kicks door.
Kuma holds foot in pain while trying to punch door.
Kuma gives up and sits down to hold her aching feet/hands.
Kuma jumps up because, IS-THAT-A-SHARP-POINTY-OBJECT-SHE-SAT-ON?
Kuma: HELP!
Game!girl: ...Kuma, how did you get lost?
Kuma: ...I turned the wrong way. Can you get me out?
Game!girl: ...sure....just...unlock the door.
Kuma: ....how?
Game!girl: See that small button? Click it.
Kuma looks for button.
Kuma: Ohh....I pressed that by accident. I thought it'd turn on the lights.
Game!girl: That's it. We are chaining you to us tomorrow at Anime North.
Sasuke!fangirl -calls out-: Hey, we can get a dog leash. We have one here, right?

Kuma barely escaped getting leashed. Barely.

Kuma goes to visit a friend (Tweety)! Don't worry. It isn't the same one that I took the bus to go to. Like last time.
Kuma: Hmm...maybe I should have asked for her address again...Oh well! I was there once last year! I'm sure I can find it again. -goes off searching-
Kuma reaches house #1 and attempts to ring bell. No one answers, so she assumes it is wrong house.
Kuma: Oh, maybe I should go looking again. I might have taken the wrong turn....
Kuma goes searching and tries house#2, 3, and at #17, gets a pesticide worker annoyed at her. Something about tripping over his pesticide line. Kuma ran off before her face was memorized.
At #35, Kuma takes a break and nearly gets mauled by two attack!cats. As well as a robin.
At #49, Kuma decides this is her last house and goes home. This decision has nothing to do with the fact that three cars attempted to run over her or the fact that there are some angry people starting to head her way because she rang their doorbells....
Kuma -sees Tweety-: Oh, I thought I went to your house, but I might have gotten lost...why don't you take me there?
Tweety: ...sure....
Tweety and Kuma go off to house and arrive at house #1.
Kuma: ....
Tweety: ?
Kuma: I went here first....and rang the basement bell....
Tweety: Oh, we moved upstairs!
Kuma: TT__TT

I think this can become a mini!series....after all, this occurs a lot...and at least, I shall entertain you all....

AND I DECIDED I AM NOT THE LOSER THAT BREAD DECREED. BECAUSE SHE ONLY INCLUDED SWIMMING IN THAT. I'M PROBABLY A LITTLE CHALLENGED IN LIFE.

AND IS THAT BREAKFAST I SMELL?

Memes!

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 16:03:38 GMT

So many fun memes to do...YAY! (And after this, I have to go tutor someone in math...*sighs*)

1.

1. Go to photobucket.com
2. Type in your answer to the questions and post the picture
~~i'm cheating on this one.~~

What is your Name?
Kuma-chan=

What is your relationship status?

What is your favourite colour?

Who is your celebrity crush?

What band/artist are you listening to?

What is your favourite movie?

Who is your favourite Disney Princess?

Name an alcoholic beverage?

Where is your dream vacation?

What do you want to be when you grow up?
(EXCEL SAGA, FTW!)

One word to describe yourself?

What is your favourite food?

Least?
(bitter melons)

Biggest fear?

Favourite dessert?

3.
Three Names you Go By:
1. Kuma-chan
2. Kuma Puma
3. oh, my cute little dog/slave bear/hyper-active-creature-that-won't-stop-moving/depressing-emo-beast
~~4. shorty/smakn~~

Three screennames you've had ~~three? DAMN. HAVE. TO. MAKE. ANOTHER. ACCOUNT. NAME.:~~
1. smakn (used to be ffn, is also my fictionpress username)
2. AGENT KUMA (is current FFN)
3. kpdachor (yahoo/msn/somethings...)

Three physical things you like about yourself.
1. My hair, when it's happy. And silky.
2. My nails and fingers
3. My~~...this is getting hard~~... my brown/black eyes-that-won't-choose-which-shade-it-feels-like-being eyes sometimes?

Three physical things you don't like about yourself.
1. MY HEIGHT. I FEEL SO SHORT. ~~*ignores that she's taller than some friends*~~
2. My...skin and hair when it's angry. It's dry these days...
3. UH...MY FACE? My legs? *is unsure*

Three parts of your heritage;
1. Indian
2. Indian
3. *decides that her heritage is boring* I HAVE SOME CHINESE/EUROPEAN/AUSTRIALIAN COUSINS! Maybe I have some of their genes....

Three things that scare you:
~~EASY! NOTHING!~~
1. Change. BECAUSE ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE MOVING.
2.People. Sure, they can be nice, but when they pop out of nowhere, they can be frightening. Also, you never know when they'll give you the wrong directions and get you lost and trip you...Also, they have a lot of control over others, without realizing it, and don't use it properly. They can break people and make them, and I've seen that happen a lot.
3. Being alone. It's very nice sometimes, but I don't like it when people avoid others. When they leave them alone in a sense that makes you paralzed and you just sit there, wondering when will it end, or you feel very numb...
~~Oh oh...angsting mood...~~

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Computer. Internet.
2. Books.
3. THE POOL, WATER. SWIMMING.

Three Things you are wearing now:
1. ZEBRA EARRINGS. (I have a lot of weird earrings.)
2. A long-so-long-that-it-trips-me-and-hurts-me skirt
3. A SHIRT WITH THE LION KING AND DISNEY PRINCESSES ON IT.

Three of your favorite bands or musical artists right now
(*DIES* HOW CAN YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE?)

1. Lifehouse
2. Default
3. *needs help* Uhh....*points randomly* Hinder? Finger Eleven? Last goodnight?

(*cries* I need to go comfort my other songs)

3 of your favorite songs..(right now)
(AGAIN? ARE YOU TRYING TO TORTURE ME?)

1. Believe and A song for the Lonely - Cher
2. Run - Rex Goudie
3. Shake It- Metro Station/ Who Knew- Pink

*feels wounded*

3 Things you want in a relationship:
Hmm...relationships? I guss this means friendship...
1. I want (s)he to accept my other friends. They don't have to be friends, but no insults. Or else, (s)he shall also get hurt.
2. Fun. I don't want us to be tooboring, but not dangerous-you-will-die/get-arrested Fun. I like to have interesting meetings and gifts....
3. ~~just realizes this can be romantic~~ Uh...space. If the person is possesive/clingy enough to try and take over my life, they shall meet the first. and kick. and other things that shall hurt.

Two truths and a lie(no particular order) ~~GUESS WHICH IS A LIE!~~
1. I am too trusting.
2. I love animals.
3. I believe in romance and love and such.

Three things about opposite sex that appeal to you:
1. Personality. I'd rather not have to face more arrogant people ~~who decide to insult my intelligence, maturity, and height.~~
2. I like eyes..they all look so different and deep and prettyinterestingbeautiful
3. ~~can't think of anymore~~ Hair? Smiles?

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Writing stories, reading stories, finding stories. Basically, books.
2. Drawing
3. Swimming!

Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. Get into a pool. ~~Damn, it's hot.~~
2. Get a job. My friend isn't going to be able to go on the trip without help!
3. Get past my plot block in a story...

Three things you've considered:
Considered? As in what? Life? A job? *growls*
1. Flying. Using wings on my back. That'd be awesome.
2. Being a vet ~~allergies killed that idea~~
3. Transforming using magic. Hasn't worked, yet.

Three Places you Want to Go on Vacation:
1. Japan
2. Venice/Ireland
3. THE AMAZON

Three Names you Like:
1. Kitty
2. Iris/Isis
3. This is hard...KERO! MINCE! (Excel!)

Three Things you Want To Do Before You Die:
1. SKYDIVE! AND ALL OTHER THINGS LIKE THAT!
2. Travel around the world, meeting many people...
3. Read all the interesting stories in the planet and writing them too....

Three ways that you are stereotypically a girl.
1. I have a lot of teddy-animals...
2. I'm a closet!romantic
3. I've come to decide that majority of the males in the planet should face severe punishment and will destroy those who hurt my friends?

Three Ways that you are Stereotypically a Boy
1. I don't really cry that much. I think I stopped rather early...
2. Don't mind bugs, spiders, snakes, the outdoors, playing with guys (for a while, they were my only playmates), sports
3. I'm frightened of make-up and shopping

Three people you'd like to see take this quiz now:
Everyone who didn't do this already, but for names...AGENT BREAD!, Fishy, and Panada-chan

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The Part of You That No One Sees

You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere.
You're the type of person who goes along to get along.
And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat.

Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart.
You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it.
Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Are A Pistachio Ice Cream Girl

Funky. Surprising. Wild.

What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

You Are A Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Girl

Creative. Expressive. Unique.

What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

You Are 20% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 20:12:11 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SIRARIE!

HOPE IT'S GREAT!

Here's your gift!fic, http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4382548/1/Countdown

COLLAB

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 11:19:22 GMT

I just found out that Charlie Chaplin lost a Charlie Chaplin look a-like contest...
HOW DID THAT HAPPEN? That's kinda sad....

That reminds me...BEFORE I FORGET:

FISHY (Fisah) AND I ARE WORKING ON A COLLABORATION!

YAY!

Just one problem--How do you get ~~started~~ on one?

Before I forget...

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 21:25:46 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
AGENT INKY!
&hearts;

HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE!

P.S. Here's part 1 of your gift!fic: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4368390/1/Therapy_for_Dummies

BEAVERS > WORLD

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 02:41:47 GMT

I'M BACK.

For now.

Spent some time writing today (OH YES. DENT THOSE GIFT!FICS DOWN.) Right now I am working on a Mikoto/Fugaku/Kushina fic, a Tenten/Itachi gift!fic, a Yuuki/Zero fic, a Yuko/Machi fic, and a Kakashi fic. I SO WANT TO WRITE A NARUSAKUSASU STORY SOON.
Admit it. NaruSakuSasu is LOVE. (Threesome, sure, but there are so many adorable fics on them, it's cute.)

So, while I can, I shall quickly post.

First off, WE HAVE COMPETITION IN THE WHOLE TAKING OVER THE WORLD PLAN.

Beavers are beating us to it. They already are in Russia and the tip of South America.
And they are destroying part South America.

~~Oh, THEY ARE NOT GOING THERE. WHO GAVE THEM THE RIGHT TO HURT MY SOUTH AMERICA?~~

And I GET TO SLEEP IN AN AIR MATTRESS THIS WEEK! YAY!

(My dad is going to Los Vegas for a week, and therefore I am allowed to use it.)

Also, while school is over, I still have three days of this workshop to attend. ~~WHY?~~

It's kinda boring but it is about this essay of 4000 words we have a year to do. And to do said essay, we need a teacher mentor.
Which we have to try and get before competition does.
Using bribes of coffee and flowers to do so.

Yes, we have permission to ~~stalk~~ follow our teachers in September in order to convince them to join us.

One of my friends and I made this plan to find her car, attack it when she comes, and shower her with balloons, fireworks, coffee, and confetti.

That might be too much, though, so we are just sticking to coffee.

AND HERE IS A MEME:

1. Reply to THIS post, and I will select four or five of your userpics that I like.
2. Make a entry and talk about the icons I have chosen.
3. Other people will then comment on your entry and you will do the same as I have done for you.
4. Thus creating a NEVER ENDING of icon faggotry.

I got this off this site. Apparently, some artist-who's-name-I-have-forgotten made this drawing based off of a character in this game. ~~The game seemed really sad, too. A submarine sinking in the ocean.~~ Any ways, I saved several of her ~~(or is it his?)~~drawings and I liked this one because she seemed really pretty. And the colour scheme had blue-green in it.
I like blue-green.
CARDCAPTORS. And it had the two guardians in it. Second staff. New costume and Sakura. What's not to love? Oh, and there is the moon.
Pretty moon...
This is blamed on Annie. She got me addicted to KibaSaku, and then I found this picture. How could I say no? ~~THEY ARE SO CUTE.~~
SasuSaku. What else is there to say? One of my first OTP's, and it's a sheep. Sasuke's driving a sheep. That's the biggest reason I love this.
~~Reminds me of the Sasuke drawing I bought at Anime North. He had a SOCK!puppet of a snake.~~

CIAO, FOR NOW! I TAG THEE WITH THIS MEME.

FREE RUNNERS

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 22:14:25 GMT

I just finished cleaning my room and the library, and have decided that my room is pretty awesome.

It has so many cool things in it. AND THE LIST OF THINGS KEEP GROWING.

I've also managed to cut down my emails. This morning, there was 450-ish. NOW THERE ARE ONLY 230-ISH EMAILS.

Eventually, I'll post my picture. AND MY ROOM'S.

That's to keep all of you "WE-WANT-TO-SEE-KUMA!" people calm.

So, before I get kicked off the computer ~~again~~ because of a party,

THE REAL REASON FOR THIS POST!

FREE-RUNNERS.

THEY ARE AWESOME.

AND I WANT TO BE ONE.

They live in France ~~at least, the best ones I think~~, SO CAN SOMEONE TAKE ME THERE? PLEASE?

THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THESE AMAZING ACROBATS, GO! FIND OUT! SEARCH GOOGLE!

AND THEN, YOU WILL WISH TO BE ONE.

P.S. I AM NOW GOING TO SEARCH FOR SOMEONE TO COWRITE WITH! WISH ME LUCK!

OH DAMN. IT'S SUMMER.

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 00:57:32 GMT

As we were celebrating our EXAMS-ARE-DONE!day, my friends and I decided to have a picnic.
The first one was after the math exam and we all brought food

(I carried a cooler. On the bus. Along with a picnic basket. LOTS OF STARING OCCURED).

Badminton was played with absolutely no rules and me PWNing all of my friends...~~through methods that might be thought of as cheating...~~

As well, we had cake. FRESHLY MADE CAKE BY FRIENDS. Life was played, where I ended up poor and changing my job ~~illegally~~ to a theif...

Anyways, that was all fun and amazing and such, but the second day was kinda more important.

I got lost.

I was travelling on the bus to my friends house. "Take the 11 and then the 50," she tells me.

I fell asleep on the bus, didn't know if I got off at the right stop, wandered around, and then finally reached the right stop.

Only to catch the 49.

WHICH TOOK ME SOMEWHERE INTO THE HEART OF DOWNTOWN TORONTO.

WHICH IS A COUPLE HOURS AWAY FROM WHERE I WAS TRYING TO GO.

Finally, I reached back to the stop I got ON the 49 and walked back to the stop where I can get the 11 going the opposite way.

...I ended up walking by the highway. For an hour. ~~I found out later that it was ILLEGAL. OH WELL.~~

Then, finally, I arrived at my friend's house.

The party was at 10am. I left to get there at 8:30am. I ended up there at 1pm.

From now on, I shall keep maps with me. LOTS AND LOTS OF MAPS.

(Reminds me of this girl I know. She has pepper spray, first aid kit, emergancy flashlights, supplies, and more in her locker...)

Happily, at her house, I got to play Kingdom of Hearts and Disgeai

ANYWAYS, CIAO!

I have to try and escape now. Summer + Weekends + Evenings = me not being allowed on the computer and going out hiking/swimming/to parks/watching movies-I-don't-like.

I kinda hate this part of summer. I enjoy the hiking and swimming, but the movies...

Like right now. I have to watch Camp Rock. My sister is, so my dad assumed it is good...

Hmm...posting or not....

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 15:28:10 GMT

Thanks to everyone who comforted me two days ago. Or yesterday.

My cousin is now found.

As in, you-are-dead-son-and-i'll-make-sure-it-is-a-painful-trip found. (His mother is scary)

I SHOULD GIVE YOU ALL SOMETHING, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT.

So for now, here are e-hugs, e-kisses, and e-gifts.

Also, I just got back my anime north pictures. I'm frightened of my bad photography skills and am unsure as to the posting of them. Should I do it?

Oh, and as I've been tagged, here are some memes.

1:

Fill this out for me please!

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Where do you live:
4: What are you studying/What are you working as:
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

FANDOM
1. Favorite Fandom:
2. OTP/OT3:
3. Icon/Fic Journal (so I can join):

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you?

2:
1. It begins with a list of all 26 letters of the alphabet.
2. Comment with something you want me to talk about that starts with one of those letters. Make me babble about anything -- TV shows, food, penguins, cheese. idk, be creative lol :D I'm sure you can think of something to make me talk about that would entertain you~ (It'd be nice if you could pick something I might have an opinion on! 8D)
3. One topic per letter but you can grab as many letters as you want :D
4. I will post a new post talking about all 26 topics given to me!

3:
1. Randomly pick a song from your music library.

2. Find the lyrics for the first couple verses.

3. Go to Google translation and translate the lyrics from English into German.

4. Take the new German lyrics and translate them into French.

5. Take the new French lyrics and translate them into English.

6. Post the NEW English lyrics and have people guess the original song.

This will be easy for you:

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
At night, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning stage
You wera these shoes, and I'll wear the dress

Oh, kiss me, under the dawn milky
Lead me out in the mondhellen floor, lift your open hand
Strike the tape and make the fireflies dance
Silbermond-sparkling wine
I kiss

Kiss me down trees broken by the house
Me rolled onto its tires suspended
,, Put your hat with flowers
We are the route map of your father

Oh, and you all are tagged with these memes.

Oh, and I took a quiz at colorquiz.com: My results?

Your Existing Situation

Readily participates in things that provide excitement or stimulation. Wants to feel exhilarated

Your Stress Sources

Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads her to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.

Your Restrained Characteristics

An unadmitted lack of confidence makes her careful to avoid open conflict and she feels she must make the best of things as they are.

Circumstances force her to compromise and to forgo some pleasures for the time being. Capable of achieving physical satisfaction from sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective

Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging.

Your Actual Problem

Disappointment at the non-fulfillment of her hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety. She is trying to escape from this into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, protecting her from dissatisfaction and lack of appreciation.

SHIT. DAMN. CURSES OH GOD. NO.

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 20:33:13 GMT

My cousin, who I mentioned before to AGENT BREAD, is now missing.

Ish.

See, he was in a state of depression about a year or two ago. At that time, he was living in Winscosion (WHICH IS NOT SPELLED RIGHT, BUT I AM IN NO MOOD TO TRY AND FIX IT), U.S.A, and going to a university there.

He seemed fine.

However, he then seemed to have sunk into a depression of sorts.

It became a bit bad. He locked himself in his room and no one could open it or contact him. Worried, people tried to open the door, but as that didn't work, they called the police.

I don't even want to think about what he might have been doing.

A doctor prescribed some pills for him to take for at least three years. My cousin also went back home to India in order to take a break.

He seemed better. He then went to a university near our house, in Toronto, Canada. York University.
He was getting ok marks, went to Waterloo university for undergraduate courses.

Then he got kicked out because he failed a few subjects.

And slowly, we noticed that he was spacing out more, sitting in dark corners, etc.

A few weeks ago, he went outside running at 5:00. It started to rain shortly after, a huge thunderstorm.
We got panicky because for three hours of that storm, we didn't see him return.

Finally at 8:00pm, he returned. And wanted to run more. We were a little angry by then.

We soon found out about his medicine.

He only took the pills for six months.

And might be sinking back into that depression.

After much persuasion, we managed to force him to give us his passport so we can book a ticket for him to return to India. His parents wanted him home. Probably to help him. Or whatever.

That took us about two weeks to do.

We managed to book him a straight flight, no stopovers. Canada to India.

Today he was supposed to arrive.

Half an hour ago, my aunt called me. Said it was an emergancy.

Said that my cousing was not on the plane.

OH GOD. WHAT HAPPENED? I DON'T KNOW. IT IS NOT GOOD.

And now, ontop of my headache-that-makes-me-feel-VERY-woozy-and-my-slightly-sick-body and also my exam prepartion because I have exams tomorrow, I have to contend with this.

I feel selfish for getting annoyed by that. BUT WHERE DID HE GO?

Right now, I'm waiting impatiently for my parents to come home so I can find out more. So we can figure out what happened to cousin.

To make sure we do not see him floating around Toronto, because he ditched his plane.

Or, worst case scenario, floating around heaven, because he did something reckless.

I think I'm making too much out of it. But, the way they described it to me makes me feel this way.

First things first, though. I'm getting some asprin.

The ignorance of people...

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:11:12 GMT

WOW. All week, there was either hot!weather or STORMY!clouds.

One day, you feel hot and sticky. The next you get poured on.

Sometimes, both happened on the same day.

Like two days ago. Hot all day, and then me and my friend walk out the front doors of the school. To meet the rain.
It hit us quickly, soaking us to the bone.

It wasn't just rain. It was WINDY!POURING!FLOOD-CREATING!RAIN. And it seemed to target me. I get on the first bus I catch, and the rain stops. I get off, and it starts again.

And yesterday, it caused a freak storm. WHICH STOLE MY POWER.

*shakes fist at clouds*
                                                      ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Today we had a picnic. My dad's company picnic.

ALL THE LITTLE KIDS WERE SO CUTE. They had a potato sack race, a hulla-hooping contest, a three-legged race, and a water!balloon-toss contest.

There was this one little girl with a broken arm. And this boy who seemed to not realize the rules. And this little kid who didn't realize he needed to throw/catch the balloon and mommy had to help him.
AND ALL OF THESE OTHER KIDS THAT WERE SO ADORABLE TO WATCH RACING AND HULLAHOOPING AND
...IT WAS JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME.

..on a side note, one of my sister's friends who tagged along sorta annoyed me. A lot. She seemed VERY selfish. As I was keeping an eye, along with my friend who tagged along, of the three younger girls, she decided to go canoeing.
And started to whine and complain until my friend just gave in and went with her.
And then later, while the other two girls and I went canoeing, all I can hear from their canoe was, "FASTER! PADDLE FASTER, ________."
And then, after she finished canoeing, she saw a kayak, and started to whine, "_______, LET'S GO KAYAKING."

...I was a little ticked off by then. I don't see this friend that often (this is the second time this year), and I didn't spend more than an hour with her.
AND WE WERE THERE FROM 11 am to 6 pm.

I sorta was rude to her. And tried to sabotage her attempts to force my friend to go kayaking. And maybe sorta nearly (BUT NOT QUITE) yelled at her.
....and now feel bad about that.

BUTTHELITTLEKIDS. OH THOSE LITTLEKIDSTHATWERESODARNADORABLETHATIWOULDN'TMINDKIDNAPPINGAFEW.

                   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Um...yesterday, there were these group of boys that made me feel sad for the human race.

They started to say, "GAY IS SO WRONG. LIKE, ILLEGAL. AND TERRIBLE."

I got a little angry, and started to argue with them. And all they said was, "Gay people are just wrong. And sad. And totally should not exist. They are different. Mentally, that is. And I think killing them would be fine. And gay people kiss in public. (~~oh. Like STRAIGHT couples don't. AND PEOPLE HAVE BEDROOMS/OTHER PRIVATE PLACES for a REASON.~~) and obviously, they just LUST for each other. And if one of my friends were to tell me they were gay, then obviously I will ignore him. For life."

I tried all sorts of arguements to try and prove them that, yes, gay people are humans from the same species. Like blacks, chinese, etc.
OH, SLAVERY WAS BAD. REMEMBER? SLAVES = INFERIOR BACK THEN? THEN WE REALIZED THAT THEY ARE HUMANS, INTELLIGENTS ONES? GAY PEOPLE HAVE RIGHTS TOO.

And they finally just resorted to saying GAY IS WRONG. JUST WRONG.

I hope there aren't that many people like that. I happen to have lesbian/gay friends. WHICH MADE THIS PERSONAL.

...but I guess there might be lots like them. Just, many of them are more silent about this.

*sighs*

(And the latest Naruto chapter? *groans* SAUCECAKES IS BEING USED. AND NEARLY ALL OF AKATSUKI IS DESTROYED.
...*starts to read DGM and VK* I should catch up on these two...)

             ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
A MEME:
+ Go to Googlism.com.
+ Search your name/nickname. (Make sure WHO is selected).
+ Copy and paste the best ones

smakn
    Googlism doesn't know about this... TT_TT

Kuma-chan
...Googlism doesn't know about that either...TT _ TT

Kuma
kuma is a mystery wrapped in an enigma
kuma is heihachi's pet watchdog
kuma is noticed to have red eyes and taken to the vet
kuma is a three headed dragon
kuma is incredibly kumalicious
kuma is a friendly little japanese bear jumping around your screen
kuma is fond of panda
kuma is in love with xiaoyu's panda
kuma is a winged panther who was raised by a tribe of rallu
kuma is a vicous dwarf fighter with a completey chaotic nature
kuma is smarter than its father
kuma is very slow
kuma is located to the south of matsuyama city on shikoku island
kuma is a style of fighting that focuses on the bear?s nature and is taught that you cannot be defeated when truly empowered with the force of a bear and the
kuma is a real part of the family now
kuma is not our daughter
kuma is pretty happy with her new family
kuma is the movie's single biggest weakness
kuma is having his gear stuffed into the hole left from his clunky old alphaware wired 2 w/rt and tibl
kuma is from "street fighter"
kuma is destroyed by the sacred flame
kuma is a chained looping breeding machine
kuma is a female akita that needs a new home because her owner recently got divorced and his company
has expanded his travel schedule
kuma is another troublesome demon who first showed up during the time of the 6th generation mamono hunter
kuma is only 1
kuma is fine
kuma is starting his life at 45
kuma is sick
kuma is a very strange piece indeed and one doesn?t have to wonder long as to why hammer edited it out of the
kuma is an architect (x5)

~~Feels the love. Really. If I live that long, that is. AND GOD, I JUST STOLE SAKURA'S JOB TO REVIVE THE UCHIHA CLAN.~~

Now, for my real name:
Komal
komal is so legendary in student circles that it could not be left out
komal is now a happy healthy child whose restored sight helps her excel at school
komal is in love with raja who does nothing much other than run a bowling alley
komal is the wrong man
komal is already in love with a worthless raja
komal is in love with a local low
komal is passionately in love with a street pauper raja
komal is unaware of the obsession of munnabhai and she is already in love with one bowling alley instructor
komal is kept fat and sassy with the very reluctant cooperation of unfortunate victims
komal is fed in public
komal is fed hygienically
komal is actually in love with a young man raja
komal is in love with a bouncer namedraja
komal is actually in love with prem
komal is in love with vickykomal is the essence
komal is looking cute
komal is een metaalbewerkingsbedrijf gevestigd in emmen
komal is gericht op een zo efficiënt mogelijke wijze van uitvoeren van de aan komal opgedragen werkzaamheden
komal is not conservative moron
komal is influenced by natural surroundings
komal is met verwondingen in het ziekenhuis opgenomen
komal is oblivious to him making ravi's heart crazy for her
komal is buried at the end of this lonely road in the meadowlands
komal is excusable when we focus on the vulnerable sweetness in the singer's voice
komal is committed to offer ultraviolet disinfector for industrial as well as commercial applications
komal is a full service company that can provide you with virtually everything
komal is available 7 days a week at any reasonable time of the day or evening
komal is a popular abbreviation of középiskolai matematikai és fizikai lapok

komal is komal

(oh, and my sister's has this one I just had to show:
_____ is available seven days a week to help you improve your relationship with your bird
famous five we are all united to deafeat _____)

~~Wow. I'm in love with so many people...WHAT A CHEATER I AM.~~

Oh, and umm...I'M MARRIED. AGENT EVIEL_BUBBLE IS NOW MY WIFE.
...AND I'M HER 9th WIFE. SHE STILL HAS HER 8 HUSBANDS, THOUGH.

Another sad thing to add to a sad day....

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 02:58:39 GMT

Panda-chan, I'm borrowing your hypothetical situations.

Let's say Person A had friends who were very nice to her, did all sorts of things with her, etc. Could become best friends.
Then Person B and Person C decide to no longer be friends because of a fight.
Person A has to decide between them.

What should she have done?

In the end, she chose to not pick one friend over the other, and try to repair their friendship. The thing is, Persons B and C for some reason decided to no longer be A's friend. And took all of her friends with them.

Leaving her alone.

When she decided to try and make new friends, real ones (for maybe the last ones were not real), she made a couple of other really good ones. Who did everything with her too.

And then, she suddenly realized that those friends are actually a bit spoiled and bratty, and they left her too.

Leaving her alone again.

I kinda know what this feels like and am trying to show her that there are real good friends. Except, she's sorta worried that any new friends will leave her, and therefore has a harder time making real, long friends. She's fine with making a five-minute, let's-do-this-together friend. But other than that, she's sorta scared about making new friends. And she hides this by being a little brash and tactless.

Which scares people off.

...Any suggestions?

MY FIRST MISSION

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 19:49:55 GMT

I was going to post an entry filled with sushi, heat, and other good bits of life, when I noticed something.

ANTS.

And then I noticed a CRACK IN THE WALL.

...OH, IT IS SO ON.

So, until further notice, I'm on a crusade against TEH ANTS THAT ARE ATTACKING MY LIBRARY.

I'm such a loser. I'm fighting ANTS.

...*looks* IS THAT AN ANT ON MY CARPET? Oh, IT HAD BETTER NOT BE. FOR IT'S SAKE.

MEME TIME

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 02:08:10 GMT

I was totally going to tell everything else that happened in Anime North, but my museum project came up this week.
...and totally sucked the fun out of me.

But I can post what I have. HAHAHA.
I got:
NOW FOR MEMES. WHICH I TAG PANDA-CHAN ~~..who I have not heard from in a while...DID SHE DIE OF OPTIMIUM WITHDRAWAL? +_+~~ and Rein-chan. ~~because she is new and i own her soul during the weekends.~~
The first one:

a) A WHITE MOKONA PLUSHIE THAT IS AS BIG AS MY PILLOW. For those who don't know who Mokona is, ~~foolish people~~, here is a link. http://i171.photobucket.com/albums/u315/LibranCCY/Tsubasa%20Chronicle%20of%20Wings/Tsubasa%20Chronicle%20new%20album/TSUBASA_056756.jpg
or
http://tsubasa.t.s.pic.centerblog.net/d64ednjt.jpg
or
http://www.amiboshi.net/rps/imatges/forum_mokona.jpg
THEY ARE JUST SO ADORABLE.
b) a smaller black Mokona plushie that hangs of my bag.
c) a L pin...L IN A TEACUP.
d) a Kanda button
e) a Hunny and Mori drawing that I can attach to my keychain
f) a Sasuke with a snake puppet (~~THERE WAS A SNAKE PUPPET. WHO COULD REFUSE THAT?~~) that is similar to the Hunny and Mori thing
g) a picture of this guy from bleach ~~who I have no clue who he is~~, but the picture was just so ADORABLE. Same thing as the Sasuke picture and the Hunny/Mori thing.
h) a Lavi keychain thing.
i) two Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya keychain things ~~and if you haven't seen that, GO. NOW. LOOK. WATCH. THE SERIES IS BETTER, AS IT WAS BASED OF A NOVEL.~~ I got Yuki and Haruhi.
j) I got a Haruhi charm thing
k) A POCKET WATCH. FROM FMA. AWESOMENESS.
l) L PLUSHIE!
m) YUKI (from Furba) PLUSHIE (WITH A RAT HOODIE)
n) yuki (from furba) necklace (IN RAT FORM. YES.)
m) A WHOLE SET OF CARDCAPTOR SAKURA BUTTONS
n) A WHOLE SET OF EXCEL BUTTONS. WITH MINCE. Poor Mince...~~Another series you MUST watch. Or read. BOTH ARE GOOD. AND BOTH ARE CRACK-FILLED. DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING SERIOUS.~~
o) TWO PICTURES. OF NEKO!SASUKE AND NEKO!NARUTO. KAWAII.
p) THREE BOOKMARK-SIZED DRAWINGS OF THE GIRLS FROM MELANCHOLY OF HARUHI SUZUMIYA.
q) A Diana from Sailormoon (for my sister) button

~~r) a wooden sword. Sort of. actually, it's my friend. And I borrowed it.~~

01. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
02. How long have you known me?
03. When and how did we first meet?
04. What was your first impression?
05. Do you still think that way about me now?
06. What do you think my weakness is?
07. Do you think I'll get married?
08. What makes me happy?
09. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. Have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Do you think I could kill someone?
15. Describe me in one word.
16. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
17. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
18. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

The Second:

1. My username is _____ because ____.

It's....*checks* smakn. because I use smakn all the time. Everywhere. It's easy to remember. (Such a lame reason)
AND I JUST FORGOT IT FOR A MOMENT. DAMN IT. *FAILS*

2. My name is _____ because ______.

Komal...which means soft. I might have been a soft baby. ~~OR MY PARENTS MIGHT HAVE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE ME A KIND PERSON....DARN IT. NO WONDER I END UP LENDING EVERYTHING.~~

3. My journal is titled ____ because ____.

YOU CAN NAME THEM? OMG. HOW DO YOU DO THAT? TELL ME.
...
*looks* Oh...I see..I'm SUCH A LOSER. HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THAT?

*tries again* It's called "Kuma-chan's Jungle" because my nickname ~~no matter what you say, Remy, MACK IS NOT MY NICKNAME~~ is kuma-chan. And because I have no idea how to do other layouts ~~or rather, my computer shuns the other layouts~~, I just decided to make it something to do with my ~~bad~~ layout, I put Jungle.

...MY NAME FOR IT IS SO SHALLOW. MUST RENAME IT SOON.

4. My subtitle is ____ because ____.

Uh..if that little line below is it, then it is I hear whispers of a far off land and can't help but try to reach it.

IT SEEMED TO HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE JUNGLE MOTIF. And can be thought of as deep. Ish. I mean...Uh...IT CAN MEAN SOMETHING REALLY IMPORTANT.
TRY AND DISCOVER IT. USE YOUR ENGLISH POWAHS.

...and now I'm getting hungry. Must. Eat. POCKY. NOW.

5. My friends page is called ____ because ____.

Words cannot try describe them but I try because it is true.

(this is where you all go AWWW. And ~~shower me with chocolates~~.)

But yes, I can't describe you. Partly because, I don't think words can describe how amazing ~~and WIERD~~ you all are/
And partly because ~~I'm lazy.~~

6. My default userpic is ____ because ____.

....
IT WORKED. I WAS ABLE TO SHOW A PICTURE HERE. OH YES.
This is my default right now (I change) because THIS IS HARUHI. FROM MELANCHOLY OF HARUHI SUZUMIYA.
AND SHE IS AWESOME. AND FUNNY. AND PURE WIN.
...SHE KIDNAPS PEOPLE TO JOIN HER CLUB. SHE BLACKMAILS OTHER PEOPLE TO BRING SUPPLIES FOR HER CLUB.
WHAT CAN BE MORE WINSOME?

Meme 3:

Meme 4:

Meme 5:

You all answer this. HAHAHA.

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

2) What was your dream growing up?

3) What talent do you wish you had?

4) If I bought you a drink, what would it be?

5) Favorite vegetable?

6) What was the last book you read?

7) What zodiac sign are you?

8) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.

9) Worst habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street, would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a negative or optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?

28) Do you believe in ghosts?

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30) Do you swear a lot?

31) Biggest pet peeve?

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33) Do you believe in/appreciate romance?

35) Do you believe in God?

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Meme 6:

How about a brief introduction for yourself?

Kuma-chan. 15. Grade 10.
...EATING POCKY. BECAUSE IT OWNS MY SOUL.
And ever since anime north, where there was this skit that had ~~Itachi holding a pocky picture like it owned his life~~, I couldn't help but buy a lot of boxes.

Name one thing you’d LOVE to write, but have been too afraid or shy to do.

I'd really love to write a romantic, funny story that had actual flow. And humour. And all of those other good things.
...AND A GOOD CHAPTER FIC.
...But I'm sorta bad at those things, so I'll stick to angsty one-shots.

Oh, and as I'm interested in it now, a KibaSaku. Or a ItaSaku. But I'm worried I'll ruin those pairings too.

Do you have trouble taking criticism? Or worse yet, do you have the dreaded bloated ego?

I hope I don't have it. (~~YOU'D TELL ME IF I HAD IT, RIGHT?)~~ I WISH I GOT MORE CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISIM. *nudgenudge* Usually only those who read in real life nitpick.
...everyone else either ignores it or goes "EEK!"

When you write, is there anything that helps? Music? Quiet room?

Music is nice.
~~Except IT DISTRACTS ME. AND MAKES ME SING.~~

A quiet room does not exist in my house. I wish it did. Or at least, that I'd get peace to write.
When I write, I like to get this feeling, the one I'm trying to convey with the story, and the story's overall idea and the last sentence.

From there, everything works itself out.

SO GOOD SENTENCES ARE EPICLY LOVED.

What inspires you?

Everything. Liek, when I wake up at midnight and do my daily cleaning of the room
~~(I'M WIERD LIKE THAT. I can only clean the house at midnight, for some reason. AND LOSE MY SLEEP THIS WAY.)~~

or when I watch a movie or read a sentence or see a picture. Or just think.
Then lots of plot bunnies attack.
...AND THEN LEAVE BEFORE I CAN FINISH WRITING THEM.

How would you sum up your fanfiction experiences and yourself as a writer?

I've been prodded by my friends to read fanfiction for a year before I did.
And when I joined, I ended up reading the worst stories ever.
~~and sadly thought they were good.~~
I wrote my first story over the summer. And then got attacked by lots of story ideas which just had to be written.
I think I'm slowly improving. From just angsty, I've gone to bad!humour and angsty!romance.
...and have stayed with the angsty!romance.

And what got you into fanfiction to begin with?

Well, I was reading Rurouni Kenshin, and felt incomplete with the ending.
BECAUSE I NEEDED TO READ SOMETHING ABOUT THOSE IGNORED PEOPLE.
And then just looked into fanfiction for some stories, before deciding to sell my mind and join the club.

I see. So what kind of fanfiction do you like to write?

Angst. Because, that is what I'm good at. And can actually make some sense in.
...I'm trying (TRYING!) to write fluff!romance (WHICH IS AWESOME TO READ SOMETIMES), instead of angsty!romance.
...I might fail at that.

Do you find writing easy? Hard? What are the aspects of writing you struggle most with?

Writing isn't that hard, once I have the idea and the last sentence. AND THE FEELING.
If I don't have the FEELING (god, that sounds so awkward), then the story is terrible.
...so I have a hard time getting that feeling after I lose it. Usually, I have to write the idea out immediatley so I have the idea stay with me. That is the hard part.

Write a few sentences or so of your favorite pairing or character.

Sasusaku: I love it because, EEK! First OTP I've had in Naruto. And it was so cute (I have no idea why I thought that in the first place) and sad and all those things I can think of.

EniKao (Enishi/Kaoru): He's SO MUCH BETTER THAN KENSHIN. ~~Ok, not really. BUT I DON'T LIKE MAIN PAIRINGS USUALLY. AND THEREFORE, DO NOT LIKE KENSHIN/KAORU.~~ And besides, kidnapping to an island so means that he was just trying to get closer to her.

Lenaleex_____: Uh...have yet to decide. But NOT ALLEN. AT ALL.

HaruhiKyo: Because she just loves to hurt him.

AthrunLacus: Because I felt sorry for Athrun. And wanted Kira to end up with Cagalli. ~~except she turned into his sister, WHICH TOTALLY KILLED ALL OF THE CHANCES.~~

Are there any fanfiction clichés or trends you're sick of or just can't stand?

Highschool stories are not too bad, but some of them are just....WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? SO...OOC. AND TERRIBLE. AND PRETENDING TO BE TYPICAL.

I hate it, though, is when the main characters have legions of fangirls/boys/both. IT GETS ANNOYING. SRSLY.

Or when the characters go through the whole "Wow!(S)he'sHOT!MUSTWOOHER/HIM!" or "I love him/her. BUT (S)HE DOESN'T. Oh wait, (s)he does. BUT IT CANNOT BE. -insert all sorts of "I can't be with my love"/OMG!DENIAL!" scenes- and then in the end, YAY! FLOWERS! WEDDING TIME."
...ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL. PEOPLE DO NOT END UP TOGETHER THEIR WHOLE LIVES AFTER HS.

Are you guilty of any fanfiction? clichés ~~you hate? Or any other ones?~~

Uh...I did a highschool fic.
...which I sorta just stopped.

And...*thinks* I might have used other cliches...Like in my gift!fic for annie, "Amnesia"....
...
Other than that, I'm safe.

What was the first fandom you wrote for, and do you still like/participate in it?

I was going to write something for Rurouni Kenshin. Or Air. But I never did get around to posting it. and haven't tried again.

The first I did post for, though, is Naruto. Which I am still posting in.

Name your OTPs or most frequently written pairings/characters and explain what it is about them that you love to write.

Sasusaku: Because, they are my OTP so far. AND THEY ARE ADORABLE AND CAN BE WRITTEN IN ANYWAY.

InoShikaTema: Because...I haven't yet decided which is better between them. So I'd rather have them fight. Or write those love triangles that I hate because someone always ends up BROKEN HEARTED.

Fugaku/Kushina/Mikoto/Minato: OTP4. THEY ARE PURE AWESOME. NOTHING CAN COMPARE.

Team Seven: I like to write stories about any of the characters from here, because there are so many angsty situations I can put them in. And as mentioned before, I live off angst.

Other sad characters: Hinata, Gaara, etc. BECAUSE OF ANGST.

What would you call your writing style?

Uh...this is hard. I think it is sorta angsty, but there are numerous failings. Lots of failings, actually. And maybe I should describe more. Or try to fix the flow in. Or something like that.
...It is nothing in comparison to what I read.

Do you read other people’s fanfic? If so, what do you find yourself reading the most?

Dude, unlike all you people WHO DO NOT GO LOOKING FOR NEW ONES, I read all sorts of NEW stories.
From authors I DO NOT KNOW YET.
I love to read, so I read many stories. Don't really care about the pairing, as long as the writing is good.
(But because, after reading Rurouni Kenshi fics, I started to read SasuSaku fics, that would technically be the ones I've read the most.)

1. Post a comment on my journal like this: Anime rocks, and I have a huge liking to this guy in........(name an anime you really like, but it should be something both of us know^^)
2. Now, I will ask you some questions as to figure out who your guy is. Either me, or anyone else will guess, and we'll leave the answer there.
3.You're going to tell us whether it's right or wrong, OK? Then, post those answers and questions in your journal. Alright, here goes...

Ask mea question about one of my fanfictions. It can be absolutely anything in any fic and I will tell you the honest-to-god answer. Don’t hold back. Ask about major upcoming plot points if you want to. Whatever you ask, I have to answer truthfully.

This one isn't really for me, as I have nothing really worth asking about.
...BUT THIS IS FOR ALL OF YOU READING IT, SO YOU ARE ALL TAGGED. MWAHAHAHAHA.

..what a long post. I'm sorry about that. anyways, TAG. YOU'RE ALL IT.